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A Fear of Fears

The thought of seeing your name become a hashtag kept me awake most nights.

My best never being good enough almost had me ready to completely give up.

Feeling unable to talk about my feelings in a safe place left me helpless almost everyday.

The thought of never getting the chance to see the stars in my loves eyes again had would leave me breathless.

For every new storm of drama that crashed into me managed to leave me so battered and bruised.

The memories of all the hurtful things that were said felt like rocks, and the malicious tides of things that were done, caused my heart to be torn into pieces – floating aimlessly about in my sea of tears.

After some time, my mind would finally become clearer and allow my body to heal.

I know now what folks mean when they say that the sun will soon shine after each storm ends.

There is no need to be held captive by fear. It won’t stop the currents from rising again.

So instead of letting the waves of fear drown me, I now swim confidently until I reach the shore.

Where nothing but wonderful and breathtaking possibilities wait for me.

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Music has always been a part of me. No matter how many times I would try to pursue a career in something else I would find myself coming right back to it. So now I am done with running scared. I was all in on this journey. And I'm so glad that I saw it through, because it lead me to something that I love. Something that I didn't think was possible - the ability to become a self published author. For years I have written poems, my thoughts, short stories, and songs. Really it was just therapy to me, but now I want to see where else it can take me too. So I'm learning the social media ropes thanks to all these social media outlets. Also working up my nerve to face the networking scene for the artists and musicians in my hometown too. All with the hopes of connect with others who love music as much as I do. And to make some coin by music and write freelancing. Let's see what happens, shall we?

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